Feelings

I feel trapped and alone
Like a fly in a spiders web,
Fighting and struggling for life,
With no one by my side.

Sometimes I feel like a ghostly figure,
Wandering the streets bewildered and lost,
Stuck between two very different worlds,
Not knowing what to think, say or do.

Yet at times, having a loved one's arm around me,
Makes me feel happy and looked after,                                                         

and  when I look into their eyes,i want to immerse myself into them,
As if they were puddles of heaven sent rain on the ground.

But every now and then I find myself,
Shivering and cold, huddled tightly in a corner,
Afraid of opening my eyes,
To the darkness that lies beyond.

At this very moment my body is still,
My eyes glazed with horror,
And my mind swirling with thoughts,
Of why I feel what others cannot comprehend.

All I can do now is stroll down,
Life's mystic path, pondering of the mysteries,
That are still yet to be encountered.
But one thing that will remain true:

Despite the lows and highs that will come my way,
I will hold my head high and be glad to be me, for NO ONE CAN BE WHO I AM, NO ONE CAN CHANGE WHO I AM!